Saturday, October 16, 2004
tuned in;
i`m sick. dammit. i hate the feeling of being so sick. it`s been a long time since i`ve last been so sick already. hate the flu virus. arrrgh. save me somebody. and not forgetting the sore throat. sigh. why. it`s the exam period lah! why i kena? grrr.
had management today. was supposed to report at 0840 hours. but kangni was alil late and we were just a bit late like 0850 hours and we werent allowed into the exam hall and wasnt given our reading time. retarded system. so we entered and have to get started with the paper immediately. what a bad start. so yeah. but the mcq(s) were relatively okay. i was able to do 90% of the questions. sigh.
when it comes to the short answer questions. it`s really like answering social studies questions. you just have to put on your crapping cap and keep repeating your points. and yeah. managed to rubbish quite abit. except question 2. maybe because just started writing for the questions and like not prepared and havent fully calm down, i didn`t really write alot for the question. in fact. i didn`t finish that question. maybe because it`s been a freaking long time since i`ve written so much other than Os, i was not used to writing alot and writing fast. so i struggled alil at first, but slowly got into the situation. yeah.
overall. im not really that confident. `cos i feel i crapped alot and i didn`t really. er. how do you say. aiya. i just feel quite shitty about it. i mean like was hoping to at least get a B grade for modules that i`m not really confident in. but i think it`s really very difficult lah. B grade is like what 70 and above? man. thinking about it now kinda puts me down. sighhh. dammit. i just hate being sick ok? was supposed to be studying econs today in school with kangni. but well. was too sick to lah.
and now. feel like studying but my nose keeps leaking. and my throat feels damn dry, no matter how much water i keep drinking. it doesn`t seem to be doing me any good. maybe i should go drink some honey instead. oh well. sucks. alright. maybe i should at least try to do some econs. it won`t help me even if im here whining about being sick. shall bear with it for a few more days, hopefully by the end of exams, i`ll be okay. then it`ll be time to let loose and party! i deserve some credit for being a good student so far right...(yeah right..) (: okie. shall get my butts away and econs econs away!
ok. the flu bug is driving me crazy. it`s obvious.
11:18 PM
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