Tuesday, November 02, 2004
tuned in;
yuppies. my laptop`s back home with me. yipppeee. my parents were like so unhappy when they realised that my laptop`s not with me. but please lah. they make me sound like some dumbass that is so generous to lend my laptop to anyone who asked. pissed me off. grrr.
anyway. (man. it feels so much better typing on laptop than my screwed up desktop.) i spent today at home. be proud of me! haha. i even cleared up my messy room and table and it`s so tidy now. i`m so proud of myself. and i mopped the floor too! added a few photos in my room. one from fosters, one from choir gathering at marche and a final yaya one during orienteering. man. all those photos bring back so much memories. and yeah. while i was packing, i realised how much i`ve been missing from fairfield. though there were times where i hated being there (i forgot why) but i realised all the good things outweigh the bad ones (i think elim and psong was the problem). and even then elim and psong were our sources of laughter once in a while.
missing fairfield loads. the commonwealth one of cos. where all the sweet memories lies. where 3b`02 4b`03 existed. where fmakapella was formed. ahhhh. fairfield was just like a big family. and it`s hard to see such things and experience happening in poly. oh well. at least i still have loads of these memories fresh in my mind, and not forgetting the many friends to top it off. wheee. i love fairfield.
gonna be a busy day tml. and i sincerely hope that i don`t screw it up big time. i mean. i have ambassadors` duty in the morning from 930-1130 with kangni and junsheng as our senior ambassador. and afterwhich, being the student facilitator at mun kit`s workshop from 1130-6. whoa. i`m actually darn nervous and afriad that i`ll screw everything upside down. especially for ambassadors` i feel damn pressured lah. like whatever i do will be watched and reported to a higher authority. *gulp* oh. i forgot to mention. my function group - events mangement team 1, in short em1`s assistant leader is guang yang`s sister, renee! such a coincidence! and we were talking alil bit that day at camp. yup.
people. wish me luck seriously. dat i don`t screw things up. if not, i`ll have nowhere to hide my face. all the butterflies in my stomach. ahhhh. save me. i`m feeling like crap.
10:34 PM
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