Sunday, November 07, 2004
tuned in;
unintentionally i got to know. and the sting in my heart after that hurts. maybe i`m way too sensitive. and maybe it`s just a wrong time to find out. i don`t know. but it`s ok. i think i can deal with it. will get over it lah. that`s me.
oh whatever. casting those thoughts aside, today was spent at home. it`s been alot of staying at home lately. lazy bones. can`t really help it. staying up late. waiting for calls. sleeping late. waking up real late. doing nothing productive. yeah. i think that`s how i`ve been spending my days lately. sigh. bad.
i must find something to do. i`m quite tired of everything already. but i thought i was able to handle. but looks like i`m wrong. it`s difficult to put it across and i can`t make plans. ah. isn`t it hard for you guys to understand too? man. this sucks. dammit.
hmm. when was the last time i cursed or swear? i can`t even seem to remember. i`m just throwing all my thoughts out right now so it`s pretty disorganised. i need something to do. so i`m turning to the blog once more. maybe this blog will be my best friend. most faithful. most reliable. (:
i`m almost bored off to death. i don`t even feel like i got anything proper to blog. so yeah. i`m outta here. bye.
10:46 PM
//ella habla; usted escucha
