Tuesday, February 01, 2005
tuned in;
to you it might be nothing. but you know to me? it can mean alot.
bstats later this morning, and to be honest? although it`s open book, multiple choice questions only, i am still very unsure for it. beats me. i feel damn ill-prepared. and i`m not just stressing myself out for no reason. i`m telling you, with all the holidays coming up and with this sem filled with holidays, no doubt i`m just feeling so slack. damn sai lah! and i`m as equally ill-prepared for microecons and cip(especially cip i`m telling you). oh well.
i don`t know lah. but i`m just feeling like crap lately. seance minus gg would prolly know why. and it`s just no reason why i should just brooding over it. i think i really should just heck care it. right? but just being me, it`s difficult lah. but whatever! i shall just leave this issue alone. and everything`s that happening can just turns me off sometimes. but there seem like nothing i can do. and i`m not trying anymore.
it`s not about making the effort. it`s about being let down. and nothing can compare to being let down by...you. i seem to be forgotten. at the back of your mind. and seriously? as long as you are happy, it`s fine with me. you can just spread your wings and fly. and i`m not ever gonna stop you. not ever. and if it`s necessary, maybe it`s just time to say byebye.
nights people. the night is long.
12:47 AM
//ella habla; usted escucha
