Tuesday, March 29, 2005
tuned in;
and i silently made a promsie to myself that i have to sleep after finishing up with this blog entry.
anyway, had Microeconomics today and guess what? i think i screwed it up. and i`m disappointed with myself. oh, i just have to mention this. everyone always thinks that whenever i say i screw it up, i`m just trying to make them feel better and i`ll pop up with an AD at the end of April when we get back our results. and you know what? i think deep down, i really hope for that AD to miraculously POP OUT in front of my eyes when we get back our results. but as much as i want it to, i know it most prob wouldn`t. so i`m looking forward(actually not really) to the cafe cartel treat from del and fanny. although more than half of me wish that i can be the one treating `cause that would mean i lost the bet, which also mean that i did well. oh sigh.
so there goes my ADs for both OB and MIEC. oh, i think i should quit reminding myself right? gosh. i`m becoming like fanny, dwelling and dwelling. and after awhile, i`m back dwelling again. ah crap. this sucks. so here i am, pinning my last hope on bstats. which for goodness sake, would be a miracle itself for me to get just an A. so i`m just settling with a target of B+ `cause it`s simply impossible to get any better. ah. how much more discouraged can i get? not forgetting i have little or almost NO idea what and how the heck to study for CIP. gosh. i feel all the stress coming all the way to the tip of my throat, suffocating me. and it doesn`t really help when my stats revision today isn`t working. every few pages i get stuck and am not sure what this symbol means and everyone else is equally confused. ahh. stats suck big time! alot. crapppp. ok. you get the idea don`t you? *sulk*
ok, away from the exam stress. i`m so so so looking forward to the holidays starting from this friday, directly after stats exam! yipppppee. still there is amb camp to prepare for and having to worrying about working to feed myself. shit lah, my whole entry is like me grumbling. ahhh. is that the whole point about blogging? haha. okok. cut that crap. i`m not speaking myself today. even rui says i`m mad. ahaha. am i am i am i? ok. that does it. i`m not myself today. but i have no idea why. maybe...this....maybe....that. ahahaha. ok.
ahem. i`m back. as i was saying, i`m looking forward to friday, we(our clique) have not decided on what to do yet, since we cant find anywhere that fits our criteria yet. and our 3 main points are:
1. low budget.
2. fun.
3. can eat and talkkkkk.
lol. yeah. if you guys reading have any suggestions, feel free to tag. ((:
alrighty. it`s almost 1230, and i think i promised myself that i need to sleep early to prepare myself to chiong for stats tml. i have to feel energised and rejuvenated. ahaha. xP nights to all! yufen is finally sleeping early. or so i hope.
i`m gone.
12:27 AM
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