Monday, May 09, 2005
tuned in;
nothing`s much has been happening since the past week. i mean after those big hoo ha that i`ve already told seance. i mean they know me best. and thanks for listening! you guys rock. (:
can`t wait for adelene to come home after her exams. but meanwhile, i hope she`s mugging hard for the papers and we can soon gather together and do our thing! hopefully we`ll have time to meet up and chill out and all `cause i`m thinking of continue working when school starts. but firstly, i must seek permission from my parents and it also depends on my modules for this coming sem. but the timetable now still looks okay, so yeah. we`ll see.
time flies. in no time, school is actually going to start, and well, i`m skeptical about it. half of me really wants to go back to school but the other half hopes to continue working. that`s the irony with life eh? you always wish you were doing something else when you are working with one. and people always regret their actions after they have done it. lotsa what ifs i did or didn`t make this decision, what would have turn out? would things have been better than now?
and then i realise that everytime we think about the what ifs, it also means that more time is wasted, and what had been done really can`t be undone anymore.
i don`t know why i`m blogging this way. but maybe it`s the pms that is acting up. and so many times i wished that what i did, did not turn out the way it did. shit, am i still making sense? i`m finding it so hard to blog.
too much to hold back, so much to hide.
3:07 PM
//ella habla; usted escucha
