Monday, May 16, 2005
tuned in;
yesyes. haven`t been blogging in awhile. and there`s hardly anything to blog about unless you`re interested to know details about my work. lol.
anyway, school`s starting in a week and i`m telling you, there`s just no mood for that. like i hardly even think what we had was a holiday. although we do get to slack sleep play work drink stay out late yada yada but still, since when does anyone ever gets enough of holidays? sigh. one a half month is too quick. far too short to be truly enjoyed.
i have no idea why but i`m feel rather lethargic and sleepy these 2 days. it could be a flu bug that`s coming but it might not be. ok. i know i`m not making much sense already. crap.
alot of gossips lately, whether it was huiling, fanny or any others.
i`m just a little lost in the confusion. but it`ll take time for all to die down and return back to normal i guess. it`s just those feelings you get once in awhile and my patience level for the past week was rather low. ask fanny, she got the most of it. i don`t know why, but it always seems like fanny`s the one who gets all my trash and rubbish. but oh well, she just got to get use to it, which apparently is quite hard for her. *shrugs. but maybe i just need to learn how to stop thinking too much and get on with life much faster than what i`m doing now.
but all i know is. i lost damn alot of sleep last week. i`m telling you, i was sleeping like at unearthly hours between 3-5 in the morning everyday. and you may be asking what do i do all night, and seriously speaking? i can`t remember and i have no idea when i try to recall now. my efforts were to no avail even for those nights when i desperately tried to catch some eyeshut. i can be tossing and turning for like hours and i don`t feel a least bit tired. i felt like total crap when i turn up for work everytime. and that sucks. *sulk.
alright. enough for an update. now for a song. i know i`ve posted this song before, but i found it especially appropriate now. so here goes.
performed by steps
hands on your heart
on the phone for hours at a time
has your voice changed or is it a trick of the line
all alone i`m losing my mind
wondering what you`ll be doing tonight
i still feel you holding me
as clear as the day we said goodbye
words can change so easily
when they cross a million miles
hand on your heart
heart on your sleeve
are you telling me
when we`re apart you still believe
we are meant to be
even if you say the words
you know i long to hear
i wanna be sure
so tell me once more
hand on your heart
losing sleep can`t take anymore
tired of wondering if you really miss me at all
i just need to be reassured
if you love me what you waiting for
i still feel you holding me
as clear as the day we said goodbye
memories fade so easily
but am i still in yours like you`re in mine
you know that`s all i need baby tell me honestly
hand on your heart
heart on your sleeve
are you telling me
when we`re apart
you still believe
we are meant to be
even if you say the words
you know i long to hear
i wanna be sure
so tell me once more
hand on your heart
i still feel you holding me telling me love will always be
don`t know if i can wait until i see your face
i need you to tell me
hand on your heart
heart on your sleeve are you telling me
when we`re apart you still believe
we are meant to be
even if you say the words
you know i long to hear
i wanna be sure
so tell me once more
hand on your heart
10:15 PM
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