Thursday, June 23, 2005
tuned in;
i feel drained. quite physically and emotionally.
i go to school each day feeling like a dead fish. and practicing a routine over and over. i`m quite sick and tired of this lifestyle and none of the modules actually motivate me. ah crap.
my mind can`t seem to be concentrating and i`m damn easily distracted. easily agitated and annoyed just by the slightest things and i can`t seem to control my emotions. it`s like this secret that you have to hold on to by yourself `cos you know no one can provide you with any solutions or much advice except yourself.
it`s gonna be my own will pulling me through this time.
i hate myself for who i am and what i do.
12:35 AM
//ella habla; usted escucha
