Sunday, July 31, 2005
tuned in;
the past week went by so quickly i could barely believe it.
and it`s already august. my goodness.
it was a busy week, and this coming one is not going to be any better.
my life is just revolving around school, projects, test and work. and not to add the occassional peer-tutoring and the zoo trainings. i`ve got no time for myself. and i`m super sick of all of this.
i`m like not putting in effort for both work and school. i`m like half-hearted in all the things that i do. and that really makes me feel worse. because as much as i want to do well in school, i know that i can`t stop working to concentrate fully.
too many things bothers me. too little time to settle them or to even think through the options.
//what did i get myself into this time?
all that i`m showing was perhaps all like a mask, and only a few people can see through that. are you one of those?
what i need i`m not getting.
if you could really be there, let me know.
11:52 AM
//ella habla; usted escucha
