Friday, October 07, 2005
tuned in;
i just seem to remember all the wrong memories.
i wish to be alone at times, though it`s never easy. there`s just too many things that revolve around others...it`s difficult to live this life. when will it all come to an end?
being alone can be the best gift ever. dellia, familiar? i`m starting to agree with you to a certain extent. not totally, but i do think that when your mind is in a total mess, it`s at best you`re left alone.
thinking alone gave me a sense of satisfaction that i didn`t expect to get. and i loved it.
i won`t always give you my hand when you hold out yours.
take risks, take chances. but be prepared to be dumped to the bottom of pits. don`t blame me. i`m just that way. you took the risks, you took the chances. so you - be prepared.
12:31 AM
//ella habla; usted escucha