Sunday, January 01, 2006
tuned in;
what a different way to start off the new year.
i never anticipated this. i wasn`t prepared.
all the jumbled up thoughts trying to be spoken but whenever i really need to, i went blank.
i have to admit that i was afraid.
my mind went wild. my stomach was in knots.
i hated the feeling.
5 days flew by so quickly, just like how the previous year did.
and there was no time to say sorry for the things that i regret doing.
regrets are for losers. i was a loser.
i wish to be stronger, take that as a new year resolution. but tears are a sign of emotions.
from eve to the new year -
32 hours straight i was not sleeping, i wish there was more time for everyone.
i wasn`t like the rest of singapore, i wasn`t celebrating. not me. not my family.
some people are happy that a new year has arrived, while others hoped for it not to end.
i`m not sure where i am, probably somewhere in the middle.
i didn`t like how the year ended, neither the way it started.
it ended and started with tears, not on the face, but in our hearts.
i wish we all were happier. at least if not last year, but in the year ahead.
performed by 孙燕姿
the moment
这一刻 回头看见自己
这一路的风景 百感交集的我
下一刻 又将飞向哪里
渐渐疲惫的羽翼 为你披上了勇气
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着
我们总会找到自由
这一刻 时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜 陪伴着我前进
因为你 让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧 脚步更加坚定
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着
我会找到 自由
Oh 只是远行 不是逃避
告别 是为延续回忆永恒的华丽
你 要照顾自己
不要忘记 那些灿烂过的痕迹
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着
我会找到 自由
自由
you`ll be missed greatly. by each and everyone of us.
11:13 PM
//ella habla; usted escucha
