Monday, August 21, 2006
tuned in;
1 (e-marketing) paper down. 2 more (marcom and sm) to go.
and then it would be 10 days to china.
am i supposed to happy, excited, overwhelmed, upset or confused about this attachment?
sometimes i really wonder.
why do i always end up regretting decisions made?
or is it regret that i`m feeling?
or is it just some confusion?
beats me.
but really, i`m still looking forward to the things i`ll get to see, get to learn, get to experience.
it`ll be totally new and challenging.
and the best part is i have 4 other companions with me, thank god.
it would have felt much worse if i were to go to mary kay alone or something. ha.
have better start making a list of things to bring, a list of what i`m lacking and need to buy and so on. i feel so unprepared all of the sudden, and this applies for my other 2 papers on wednesday and thursday. today`s e-marketing was tyco. i can definitely secure a pass, not asking for more based on the effort i put in. so ya. that`s for that.
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20th august 2006
1st edt graduation.
surprising it felt so much shorter than it truly was. ndo graduation felt longer as well. but maybe because you`re part of it, everything seems to feel shorter and more unreal. it just went by in a flash.
but i love the 6 weeks. i loved the lessons. i loved the games. but most importantly, i love the experience.
but congratulations guys! we pulled through. regardless if we graduate, to me that`s not so important. (or perhaps it`s easy for me to say since i really graduated at the end.)
so what did i get?
graduation with merits
most united team - miracles
most professional image
but i really have lotsa people to thank. i missed out so many when i was given the chance. and that special individual award came like a shockwave. totally unplanned and it made me feel watched when i was up there on stage. argh. lol. mr alexx knew but refuse to tell me! at least let me prepare la!!! =/
lao gong received most potential newcomer! really congrats for that too! i think you are that short of being in the top 10 billboard. but i`m still proud of you all the same! (= continue being so enthusiastic and persistent in whatever you want kay? this applies to dora and minz too!
i know truly that this route we chose have been probably outcasted, condemned and turned away, but only then we achieve success will it be treasured! i will see all of you guys at the top! wait for me! i will not slack behind while i`m in china i promise. update me please!!!
and really, what i wanted to say on stage yesterday was this -
thank you one and all for guiding me along the way, in one way or the other. it doesn`t matter if it was positive or sarcastic remarks, it only serve to push me further.
to be perfectly honest, i really couldnt have done it alone. there are a team of people i really have to thank. they gave unconditionally and supported me through out my fight, regardless in or out of nti. i really owe it to this bunch of 战友. my 3 宝贝 lingz, minz and dora. you wei, ms yvonne, mr kent, mr calvin, mr james, 领导 mr howard and 老大 mr alexx for believing in me. for team miracles, thanks for being such a fun to get along team mates and i really enjoyed my time with you guys, especially my 2 enthusiastic cute girls huiying and tiffany! things could have been very different without you girls to push me along! also not forgetting mr rick, mr dan and mr travis for stirring me at times to motivate me to graduate! alot more sidelines, uplines as well. i also want to thank mengqing and emmanuel for believing in me, for joining me as my first 2 downlines. i really appreciate your trust and support thus far. the road ahead may not seem the easiest, but i promise i will be here for you!
5:50 PM
//ella habla; usted escucha
