Sunday, August 13, 2006
tuned in;
another journey will begin in approximately 3 weeks` time.
what would i become?
that is 1 question i really hope i could visualise the answer.
skeptical feelings are overwhelming but i will definitely still go.
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on a sidenote,
it has been a tough semester for me. but i overcame.
i`m proud of myself. at least to a certain extent.
are you proud of me?
i think i was never pushed to my limits as much as i have been for this integrated presentation. there were so many first times during this period of preparations that i truly feel i`ve grown up and found people i could really trust and depend on.
all the times when i was really down and out, you guys were here for me. so thanks for being here. i know it would have been unachievable without you guys.
thanks mr alexx. mr rick. - you guys made me believe in my own capabilities. that i was made for bigger things in life. that i wasn`t like the rest. thanks for being my vacuum cleaner in such times of need.
thanks bao beis. you wei. mr calvin. yvonne. meng qing. - for being ever supportive and caring for me.
thanks fat bunch (rui, yang, fanny & paul). - for volunteering to help and giving me ever so important words of belief and encouragement.
you guys would never have thought simple things that you guys have done would have made a difference. but it surely did.
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i`ve got very confused emotions now, i`m wondering why.
on one hand, i`m really really very lazy because i`ve gotten past the really tiring period of marketing specialization and is only left with the exams... so where`s the motivation to carry on? i need to find it quick. exams is in 1 week.
and on the other, i really want to buck up and fight. i don`t know how to explain this. but there`s just so many goals i haven`t reached and accomplished which i promise i will.
ok, i know this may seem a very confusing and perhaps even conflicting blog entry.
but maybe that`s because that`s what i`m feeling right now?
-confused, conflicted but happy-
*shrugs.
3:56 PM
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