Wednesday, September 20, 2006
tuned in;
now it seem like 2 weeks passed in a flash. but i seriously won`t mind it going even faster for now.
i`m starting to miss home. miss everyone. miss you.
i wanted so much to be here but now it kinda made me realize that warmth really comes from home.
i really hope you guys miss me too! =P
20 weeks more to go. i`ll pull through.
it`s been an eye-opening 2 weeks and i believe it`ll continue to be a very different experience.
wish me luck guys and pray for me.
i`ll be home really soon! wait for me to have all the fun that you guys are having now!!
on a sidenote, i guess the experience involved us to give and take.
some troubles i do face when i`m here but i rather not think about it so that things will be less complicated for everybody.
i learn to give and take more and laugh things off more frequently.
we can`t afford for any mistakes because we`re being watched almost all the time.
and we are all that we have here. i don`t want to feel anymore lonely when i am already so far from home.
acting blur is my forte and sometimes the best tool to prevent a fight.
i`ve learnt that some personalities we can`t change, but complications avoidable.
give me the strength to carry on fighting when all my love ones are fighting their own battles wherever they may be.
we will all pull through and see each other at the finishing line.
encouragement and fighting spirit.
both of which i do have. i will find it.
-a sparkle amidst all.
12:08 AM
//ella habla; usted escucha