Sunday, September 03, 2006
tuned in;
within about 5 hours and i`ll probably be out of their sight in the airport. won`t be back for approximately 5 months.
how will things turn out?
it`s hard to expect how things are like in guilin and what will things become in singapore.
i`m already expecting tonnes of astonishing things to happen back here in singapore while i`m away and anticipating lotsa adventure while in guilin.
feeling skeptical is not enough to describe how i`m feeling.
as i see my 3 bao beis and you wei taking the train in the opposite direction to changi airport and i`m actually going home on my own, it felt really wrong. i was like feeling weird because i was like always taking the role of sending people off and not the one being sent off. it`s just worrying. i don`t know how i`ll feel later. i hope for no tears and more hugs and smiles. that`s all i ask.
would that wish be answered? would i be forgiven? would you even understand?
please do.
2:22 AM
//ella habla; usted escucha
